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Jordan

Hi my name is Jordan! The first person I ever opened up to was my boyfriend who is my husband now & the father of my child. I felt so comfortable around him & needed to get it off my chest, he was the one person who I trusted with my life. I was sexually molested by my own uncle.. Someone who I looked up to. Someone who I thought would never hurt me. I was about 9 or 10- I can't really remember bc it was so long ago & I kept telling myself it was just a dream. I wanted it out of my memory. I use to live with my Mawmaw, pawpaw, mom, dad, baby sister, & my uncle. My mom, dad, & sister shared a room & I always slept with my uncle. Sometimes he would sleep naked, bc he said he got so hot. Well one night I was asleep and accidentally touched his penis. He decided to wake me up and told me what I was doing and I said oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to you know, I was asleep. Well, that didn't matter to him. He said since I touched him he had to touch me.. I cried and said no please and he said if not I will tell your mom what you did. I was young I didn't want to get in trouble.. I didn't know what to do. So I let him. I hate myself for it. He touched me where a man should never touch a little girl. After if happened I pretty much brushed it off and forgot about it. I told myself it was a dream. Sometimes he would make me look at porn magazines & he even made me touch his balls. After I told devin (husband) he convinced me to tell my parents. After I did my dad confronted my uncle (his brother) and he denied it. After that they all got together with my aunt (dads sister) and they all would hang out and act like nothing happened. I felt like nobody loved me, nobody cared what he did to me, my own mother would go to my aunts house when he was there and it hurt my heart so bad. We have gotten into it before over it but we have finally gotten along and she understood where I came from. But feeling alone, with your family not caring I was hurt. I haven't talked to my uncle since then. It's been about 2 years. I want nothing to do with him. After I got married he messaged me on fb telling me congrats and that he loves and misses me. I hate who he is and I hate what he did. There's me story! Glad I could help other people as well (:

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