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Katie

My name is Katie and I was sexually abused by my mom's ex husband. They got married when I was 7 and when I was growing up my biological dad was never around so to me HE was my dad. I became a daddy's girl real fast; I went everywhere I could wit him, he was like my best friend. In the middle of my 8th grade year things started to change ... He started sleeping in my bed with me every night. At first I didn't think anything of it but then he started touching me over my clothes then after that he went under my clothes and every time I would tell him to stop he would get mad at me this went on for months. One time I told my mo that I didn't want my dad to sleep in my room,she told me to tell him that and I told her that he doesn't listen and she didn't say anything.  He would come in the bathroom and act like he was throwing something away because he could see me through the glass, he would lie to me about my mom to get me to hate her and at one point it did and he promised that he was going t move and and take me with him. He became extremely controlling over me and I would get in trouble for everything  I did. One time after he dropped me off at school he kissed me on my mouth like you would to someone you were in a relationship with. Another time he took me somewhere and told me that he wasn't my biological dad and that he didn't love me like a daughter, he was in-love with me. I didn't say anything everything was just awkward and quiet until we got home. After that night tings got worse, he became more obsessive and contorting. A few weeks after that night he showed up at my school looking at me and everyone was coming up tome saying "Katie, your dads here, your dads here". I don't but i got really scared and everyone kept asking whats wrong I didn't tell anyone then I finally told someone that worked at my school and knew my mom. He made me tell the police at school and they took me and my sister down town. They called my mom she came and they told her what was going on, he went to jail and they got divorced.After all that I stared drinking everyday and I'm still in the 8th grade. I let guys take advantage of me and became know as the school's whore. Over the years I got worse, I did real heavy drugs, stopped caring about everything and tried to kill myself a few times. Last year my om fond out she was pregnant and I changed my whole life around. Now I'm a senior in high school and I'm trying so hard to get my life back. Everythings a struggle but when I look at my baby sister I remind myself I'm doing it for her.

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